[current mood: want to be alone/just for now]

que sera sera; what will be, will be

finally! i understand maths. hahahaha...like chi-square and some hypothesis shit. i think im enjoying it can! anyway, its thank to christ friend who teached me the whole concept.

so its kinda quiet today. ana ponned school, lynn went indon, so its left with me, shida and lala. already selected my modules for year 2. excited sak! i soooo cant wait to graduate year one. faster faster graduate, then i can go learn my own course. dint really enroll for any elective cause they said sem 2 then can enroll for it or somewhat like that. so me, shida and lala were praying that we will be in the same class. then our favourite place can be 'jom gi carpark'. okay its lame. but when u said it spontaneously its sounds kinda wacky.

im in pensive. im confused. im in a mess right now. i dont even know what im thinking . i have no idea what i want. im beside myself. its kinda complex right now that i really need to take a break from everything and figure out stuff myself. in short, i just do not know myself that well. i guess it is so usual for scorpio's being like this.

okay, kaer song really makes me wanna cry. reminiscences is really bad for health can. au voir mes amis. i need to go home now.
















im starting to fall for you
when i know i shouldn't